Outfit of today

yes, that's my outfit of today. Needless to say, you should know where i've been today!

Quite a fruitful day. I finally cleaned my after war room.

To mark the end of my prelims? Or to prepare for the real war? 10 May is it.

Life now is pretty boring. What to do? It's exam period. I guess i've played enough. Never really touch the books from the start for my year 2 till this year?

I'll be guilt stricken if i go out and have fun at this part of time.

So right now is study study study and still study. Maybe eating at the same time! Ha this is the get fat season. And i'm not going to stop myself from eating :/

Because i feel that eating really makes me feel happier.

Omg... my 45kg target~~~ FAR FAR AWAY

I promise i will study hard hard kay! At least let the weighted gained worth it! LOL

Just keep your mouth shut.

I've got no say at home. I'll never win when I argue with my mum. Not that i want to win. I just find it super unreasonable. At the end of the day she will link everything to me not doing housework.

It's like what the fuck. I woke up at 10 then she will say that I woke up late and never help her. She blames that it's because i didn't wake up early to help her in housework, she can't go out on time. Yes, me. But my little bro is still sleeping soundly on bed and she never mention a word. (This is not the first time) After which she will tell me not to compare. Tell me how not to?!

Because I'm a girl. Yes, because I'm a girl. FML

A few in One

There's just too many things that i wanted to post. Procrastinated for too long. Since the end of Children's camp, to Christmas, my uncle leaving us, my new year resolution and b.

So many things but so little time. Chinese New year is coming my mum is really pressing me hard on help her to do spring cleaning. At the same time my school work is piling up. Assignments not done, tests coming and preliminary examinations are nearing.

Debts get heavier and not lesser. Debts have been accumulating since the Children's camp. Putting many things aside to make sure my camp goes well. Well, now that its done. It's time to get everything back.

I'm still rushing for almost everyday. Rush to school, rush to work, rush to meet friends etc. Perhaps he's right, i've got poor time management? Too busy for him. Really sorry for that. But anyway, it doesn't matter anymore. We can't tolerate each other anymore. Till now, i still don't know what exactly had happen which lead to this situation. There's always this question in my mind after breakups. It's you or it's me? Why other couples can last, why we can't?

Sigh.. I really think i've got a big problem in relationships.

Okay, i need to stop emoing.

Next, new year resolution! Need to set more realistic ones..

1. Study harder than last year & get better results!!
2. 45kg! Lol
3. A happier year
4. Overseas trip with friends :D

Yea, done with my post!!! Didn't post all of what i wanted. But ya enough luhh.

What a year- 2011

I shall start by assessing my new year resolution for 2011:

1. Get my driving license before i turn 20- Yes, i'm 20 but still holding on to a PDL at the last lap though. #phailed
2. Not to fall asleep during lectures- Ha, it's pretty hard to achieve! I still fall aslp in lectures but definitely lesser than the previous years! So not bad luhh uhh. Hee
3. Don't take things for granted- Hmm quite difficult to assess this, never really take things for granted in guess?
4. Study harder!!!- Ahh did study hard for May's exam. But haven't been studying since sch term starts :/
5. Spent lesser $- Oh noo! i've been spending more money ever since.. time to save money!

That's my 2011 resolution. How many achieved? Sad to say, none. Maybe half?

2011 was quite a bad year. Cried too much for the year..

Sincerely hope that 2012 will be better.